How will I?

If my hand be broken
I can shed a tear
And you'll understand

But how can I tell you
It pains to wear this smile
Time and again

How could I confess
It's only a mask
That I lay aside at dusk

How will I tell you
That my emotions play dice
And the within bleeds

How will I tell you
The burden ain't getting lighter
And weighs me down despite being a fighter